A Calm Month

It has been a relatively calm month for me. I have the freedom to plan my workload according to my own schedule and the amount of work to be done is quite manageable. Despite this, I feel somewhat ashamed that I am only spending less than three hours per day on work. Since I am not swamped with freelance work, I should be able to perform better on my personal projects, but unfortunately, that is not the case.

I am still adjusting to the new routine, which has left me feeling fatigued and with less time for myself. However, I have noticed that I have been using this as an excuse for underperforming. I keep telling myself that I am tired and do not need to work tonight. It is frustrating to constantly make excuses and not do much, but the recent Hackathon has reminded me to try my best and end May with a strong effort, while also preparing for June.