Day 1

I cam home yesterday and went straight to my room.

A few minutes later, my mom came to my room with a worried look on her face. What is the result she asked me. I considered lying to her. I hate having my loved ones worry about me. And I am tired of being the constant source of stress to my loved ones.

I decided against lying to her and told her the results. She had to sit down. It wasn’t something any of us expected.

I asked her why she thought something was wrong just as I entered the house. And she replied that usually, I come in screaming or singing or dancing. My presence was like that of 4 people in the house at the same time.

I smiled at that. I have tried my best to stay happy and optimistic. I didn’t realize the silence that follows when I visit the doctor and get unwanted results.

I went to bed early yesterday. I slept for over 10 hours and decided that today, I start the plan. I have 30 days. Strict diet and plan. I have started doing what I need to do.