Burnout, again

Feeling it again.

That spirit is willing but flesh is weak feeling.
That constant fatigue and brainfog.
That chronic ache and surprise pains.

Burnout. Again.

All the long, 16h work days at the end of last year;
The constant hypervigiliance on the long trip;
The 110% packed schedule and 24/7 grinding;
The lack of routine throwing off everything;

Led to this, eventually.

Spent the last two weeks pretending it’s not there.
Didn’t work.
Now I acknowledge it.
That I need more time, more rest.

Again.

Time to retreat back again.
And emerge only after I feel restless.

Again.