How many more 5am mornings?

The season switches. It’s a cool grey rainy Sunday morning as I write this.





I love it.

White noise from the gentle rain. Cool temps to keep focus going. No sound from birds, traffic, people. The rain adds extra layers of insulation to the early morning darkness.

Perfect for flow.

But I’d be lying to say I’m in flow state. More like the opposite of this.

Feeling agitated, frustrated this morning. Triggered by some code errors and silly mistakes I made. Then just feel impatient and angsty over my progress. Again. All over again.

How many more early mornings like this do I need before I can get to my goal of $10k monthly revenue? I know I’m in this for the long game. But how long more?

One year? Two? Ten?

Can anyone keep going for that long?

I have no choice but to keep going anyway. Too much sunk costs now to give up. To much hope for my dream future to drop everything now.

Complain I may, but continue I will.