I give up

jasonleow  •  5 Jul 2024   •    
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The relief from giving myself the permission to say “I give up”.

Crazy how these three words were so hard for me to say, yet what I needed most. For myself.

I give up on trying to ship a new product.
I give up being torn between surviving and thriving.
I give up the creator in me, so that I can focus on being provider.

I give up. For now.

I felt so relieved after writing yesterday’s post and saying it out loud to myself. Weight off the chest. A palpable sense of relief. A wave of ease.

The body can’t lie. The body don’t lie.

I needed that.

Now, I can just do what needs to be done.

Feed my family.
Get us past survival.

Then we talk product.

Comments

Yeah! 蹲得越低,跳的越高!

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knight  •  6 Jul 2024, 5:48 am

Jason, I know you are really “giving up” temporarily. You have a fire in you, and those embers won’t ever be extinguished.

drodol  •  6 Jul 2024, 7:30 am

@knight Oh never heard of that quote, but love it!

@drodol YES haha. You know me well, my man. Call it a strategic retreat.

jasonleow  •  6 Jul 2024, 11:59 pm

I like the phrase strategic retreat better. Or maybe strategic “pause”.

drodol  •  7 Jul 2024, 8:06 am

Yeah objectively it’s a pause alright. But I felt like I needed to say to myself “I give up” somehow. Maybe emotionally it just clicks better. Hard to find words for…

jasonleow  •  8 Jul 2024, 1:57 am

I get you Jason. You needed to give yourself permission for it.

drodol  •  8 Jul 2024, 6:46 am

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