Still waiting

You are still waiting for something that was already approved.
You are still second guessing yourself if it is a good time, the best time.
You are still waiting for permission to proceed but permission was never needed.

God, gods, the Universe, family, people, society, whatever, had long since greenlit it.
Or they just didn’t care enough to even think of stopping you.

It was never the timing.
It was never the conditions.
It was never the opportunity.

It was fear.
It was belief.
It was anxiety.

It was you.
All you.
All along.

You—yes, you—are still waiting.